Looking back at the dates, I realize the painting I call Stacy documented the ending of my marriage. Painting it was transformational—she, and the song she came from, got me through a lot.Â
Playing melancholy songs that somehow made us feel a whole lot better is this whole experience in a nutshell.
Reflections and images of ancestors were there in her layers whenever I needed to see them most.Â
Looking back at her evolution, I see mine, too, in every layer. Her first layer says Let there be love.Â
I’m still grateful for the love.
Let there be love.
Hard turn.
Jackson and Mae showed up.
And there was music.
In the thick of it.
Always there.
Always there.
Always there.
Always there.
Different light?
Messier and messier.
What does this say?
I've been here before.
Finding gold.
Then letting go.
Under water.
What if my soul was still?
There are many stories to come about Stacy. She holds so much.